What does it all mean?

As a continuation to writing about The Void and passive ideation I want to attempt to capture what it all means. More specifically; what do these occurrences tell me, what is the underlying message, or what is my mind or soul trying to tell me?

It would be real easy if I could just type out exactly what message is behind much of this. But it’s not so simple. I often come up with silence. My ability to articulate this whether it be out loud or in my head escapes me. When I ask these questions of myself I typically answer that these events come from nothing, they just appear. But logic tells me that it cannot be nothing. Nothing is the absence of something. Therefore nothing cannot be the source because well, nothing is nothing. This just demonstrates to me that there has to be something or many things that cause these things to happen within me. There is a big difference between Nothing and simply not knowing.

So the real answer at this moment is not to say there is no message, but rather I just don’t know yet what my mind or environment is trying to tell me.